Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Dear Kayden and Kiara

Dear Kayden and Kiara

June 25, 2014

Today, I have decided that I want to start a blog/diary about you two and the things you guys do. You might not ever read it but at least I am putting it out there.

To start off I want to talk about how we all got to where we are today.
My last year of high school which would have been the end of my sophomore year I got pregnant.
At the time I found out I decided that I would drop out and go to Adult Ed and graduate before Kayden came. I did that and while I was finishing school your father was going to BMT for the Air Force. 

Kayden

You are two years old right now, learning how to talk, figuring out daily life and what we do.
 Teaching you what things are is something I enjoy more than anything. As I am writing you are sitting next to me trying to type and giving me the biggest smile possible.
When I got pregnant with you I was scared and excited (mostly scared) I was 17 your father was 18.
When I held you for the first time I knew that it was the right thing for me. Your first cry melted my heart and I fell in love The first month your dad was in tech school so he wasn't there to help it was one of the hardest months of my life. When he was finally able to come back we got married and then we moved to South Dakota for the Air Force.

Kiara

You are only two months old right now. Your smiles bring me the greatest joy I could ever imagine. 
Finding out I was pregnant with you was a very exciting moment. You put me through the worst pregnancy anyone could imagine but it was very worth it. Your dad was here for this one and I am sure he never wants to do that again.

For now I am going to leave this where it is. 
Tata for now.
Mommy